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I am tired, so damn tired…

Tired of breathing and grieving and smiling. Sick of forcing myself to care about mundane everyday chores, and ‘sucking it up’ while working to pay bills.

My psyche is worn.

The effort of these tasks was always worth it when my shining star was here in the flesh; a constant reminder of why I work hard. Now I am stripped of my reason for loving, giving, working, playing — truly for living. And I spend many an hour wondering why I am still here.

Living takes courage. Life requires strength. I am not sure I have much of either right now. These are dark days indeed.

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